This is the continuation of the previous article:
TRUSTING UNCONDITIONALLY IN THE CURRENT SYSTEM - PART 1
And thus you are completely executing and living for real your trust in the system and the doctors who represent it.
Thus your symptoms gain in strength. You go to the doctor again and he decides to do detailed examination because he suspects - based on the symptoms - that you may have a serious disorder developing within your body. After some time you get the results and you are being told that you have a cancer. Of course this scares the shit out of you. But the doctor explains you that although the cancer is very serious sickness the modern medicine has a cure for it and it is very effective with treating it. Of course you believe that you can do nothing else and you go with the treatments suggested by the doctor. The treatment is very expensive but you will secure and relaxed about it because you have a good insurance insurance. This gives you also confidence and the feeling of being taken care off by the system. Going through the chemotherapy is a real hell ( that is what I have heard from people who have gone through it ) but you have accepted it as a part of the treatment and also as a part of your unconditional trust that you placed in the hands of the system as we have mentioned it before. And you go for it.
After some weeks of treatments ( and going through real hell ) you go for the tests to see how it all goes. Unfortunately the results show that the cancer is still there. It has shrunk but it is still there and you have to go through another treatment of chemotherapy. In some way you are disappointed because you have believed very strongly that the cancer will disappear completely after the first treatment. All of this disappointment comes from the beliefs which you have about yourself in your mind and which have been imprinted in your mind by the system e.g. "you are special", "trust in god", "god will take care of you when you need it", "trust the doctors unconditionally" and now you start to see that this is not as easy and straight forward as you have imagined it in your mind.
Anyway your doctor assures you that this happens ( the cancer is still in your body after first chemotherapy ) and that this is kind of normal but this time they will give you much stronger dose which will kill the cancer for sure. Of course you are not happy and disappointed by it because you know what kind of hell you will have to go through again but you decide to do it. You accept to go through this horror of the chemotherapy and you accept all the damage that is being cause by it within your body because your trust in the system is still there.
After some weeks of treatments and going through the tests again you get the news that the cancer has gone. You feel relieved and happy. Your body is very weak and exhausted but you feel happy. You believe that now you will be able to live your life again as usual. And you start making new plans about what you want to do in your life.
And at the same time your confidence and trust in the system has been strengthened. You go to the church and you thank god for helping you out and for putting the best doctor in your way so that he could help you to go through this whole process.
To be continued...