I didn't have access to internet in the last few days and I need to post the other articles first. Thus I am posting my article today.

This is interesting. I have noticed that there is some kind of guilt within me that my relationship with my parents is not as it should be. So let's have a look at this point. It all came to the surface when one of my friends asked me about my relationship with my parents and my answer was not clear. I was somehow ashamed to say that it is not good.

Within this it is obvious that I have created certain ideal within my mind which I believe that I should be living, I am comparing myself and my behavior to this ideal and because I am not there, thus I judge myself and I feel guilty.

Thus what is this ideal that I expect myself to follow ?

Well... I guess we are talking here about the global programming and according to this program I should respect my parents, be thankful and grateful because they have given me my body, they have put a lot of effort into raising me, I should keep contact with them, visit them, say to them that I love them etc.

Ok... this point about giving me the body and raising me is obvious and clear. But what about the rest ? What about the respect ? What about saying that I love them ?

To be continued...