I didn't have access to internet in the last few days and I need to post the other articles first. Thus I am posting my article today.

This is the scenario of a pattern:

- I accept somehow the belief that I am less than someone or something
- Once I accept it within my mind, I become one with it and I project it to the outside world
- The outside world accepts my belief about myself and gives me back what I project
- I react and I get pissed off with all the people who let me know continuously that I am nothing and less than them
- I try to defend myself and I enter into the competition with them to proof that I am more than they think about me or I am trying to put others under me through finding their weaknesses and failures and make myself better then them

This is the general pattern which plays out in many people's lives and I also start to notice only now after many years that I have been participating within this pattern in relation to my father. I start to see that I am competing with my father and when I cannot win I am trying to find his weaknesses and failures to make myself belief that I am better then him.

At which point I have started to accept the belief that I am less than and I have entered into the competition with my father I don't know yet but I will continue investigate this point further until I will find the answer. Obviously the core of the problem is still hidden and thus there is no point in getting frustrated about it but simply it is required to work with the layer which is visible to me in this moment. And in this moment I see the situations and experiences when I was doing all what I have described above. And once I remove this superficial layer I will get to the next layers until I get and see the core of the problem.