This is the continuation of the previous article:
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a belief in my mind that the world is beautiful without realizing that I have created limited picture of reality in my mind in which I have focused my attention only on positive aspects of it and I have blocked everything that is negative according to my judgment.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be afraid of the change of the current system because I have placed myself in the position where my life is easy and comfortable and I have done it at the cost and through the abuse of others; and thus I am afraid that my comfort and easy life will be taken away from me thus I am fighting and standing up against all of those who want to change it.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hide myself from seeing the reality behind positive affirmation and beliefs created in my mind that life and this world is beautiful.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that by creating with positive affirmations an illusion in my mind that this world is beautiful, I am making myself blind and ignore the facts of the reality of the destruction, poverty, starvation, abuse etc. and within this I am not acting to change anything because I believe that everybody else must also start to make positive affirmations to correct the destruction, abuse, poverty, starvation etc.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use others ( as slaves ) to create my life easy, comfortable and beautiful and I justify that I have the right to do it because I have paid them money for their services; within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that exchange of money for services of other people is a fair exchange and thus I am completely justified to create my life easy and comfortable with the use of others.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fight and intent to destroy those who want to make the change in the world and create a new system which is best for all because of the fear to be exposed and see the reality that I am responsible for the suffering in this world by supporting and creating the current system;
I commit myself to stop myself form blinding myself with positive affirmation that life and this world is beautiful which makes me to ignore the facts of this reality of destruction, poverty, starvation, suffering and I commit myself to create a world which is best for all.