This is the continuation of the previous article:

ABOUT DOCTORS, SICKNESS AND TREATING THE SYMPTOMS - PART 1
ABOUT DOCTORS, SICKNESS AND TREATING THE SYMPTOMS - PART 2
ABOUT DOCTORS, SICKNESS AND TREATING THE SYMPTOMS - PART 3

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that the doctor and the patients are part of the global system ( the matrix ) which is based on polarity and within this system I agree to play the role of a victim ( being sick ) and the doctor is the savior; within this is forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that I have allowed myself to be sick and I have given my power away to the doctor who can heal me.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that most of the medicine which is prescribed by the doctors is designed to treat the symptoms and they don't treat the real cause of the sickness and thus the sickness accumulates and grows within me without the visible symptoms which have been suppressed by the medicine and at some stage - when the medicine is not able to suppress it anymore - the sickness manifests itself again in much stronger form; thus I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to suppress the symptoms instead of treating the cause and through this allowing accumulative effect which destroys my body.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that the sickness shows me what I have created within it for myself but because of my fear, I treat the symptoms and suppress the sickness so that I don't have to see the reality of my creation; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that through treating the symptoms and suppressing the sickness I am creating more problems through the law of accumulative effect and sooner or later I will have to face the consequences of it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the sickness instead of realizing that within this there is an opportunity for me to see what I have created within it for myself and make the necessary corrections to create what is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be brainwashed and accept the belief that I must trust unconditionally the doctors and be afraid of others health practitioners and especially those who ask me to look at the real cause of the sickness and not the symptoms; within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that through accepting this belief I give my support to the current system which aims at keeping me enslaved within the belief that I am powerless, thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am powerless and not able to treat the sickness and the real cause of it and through this free myself from being a slave to the current system.