This is the continuation of the previous article:
Now... donating some part of their wealth is like treating a headache with the painkiller. It will give temporary relief from the pain but the source of the pain is not being addressed at all.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as positive without realizing that this is an illusion and my own self definition within my mind which depends on my continuous judgment of everything what I do as positive or negative and avoid all that I judge and define as negative so that I may maintain my self definition of being positive.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that life is beautiful without realizing that my belief is based on the fact that I am judging and defining what I do as positive/negative and I focus on what is positive according to my definition and judgment and at the same time I suppress all that is negative according to my definitions.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that life is beautiful without realizing that I am making this statement and judgment based on the fact that I am surrounding myself with positive things and events within my life; at the same time I am denying to face and see the negative things and even though I am confronted with the negative things and events in my life, I always find an excuse to justify that this is positive anyway.