I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the anti-addicton treatment will miraculously solve my problem with the addiction.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that I am the one fully responsible for letting myself fall into addiction and thus I am the only one who can save myself from it; other people and treatments can assist me but in the end it all depends on me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to place false hopes that there is a treatment which will make the miracle and save me from the addiction.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that taking just 1 drink is not a problem but the problems is what I will do afterwards.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a belief that I am not strong enough to deal with the addiction on my own and thus I have given my power away; and once I have accepted that I am weak and not able to deal with the addiction I am looking around for people and treatments who are taking on the position of being strong and able to deal with the addiction for me; thus I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that within my addiction problem I am entering into the dynamics of system of polarities where I accept to be weak and somebody else is strong; And thus as long as I accept myself to be weak I will not be able to stop my addiction and every treatment will also fail.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that the treatments for my addiction problems are not effective because they treat symptoms and not the real cause of the problem; and thus I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that every time I become frustrated and depressed that the treatment is not effective is because I have not addressed properly the real cause of the problem but instead I have placed false hopes outside of myself that somebody or something is stronger then me.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that the real cause of my addiction problem is in me; I am the real cause of my addiction problem which I have created myself through my choice, ignorance, fear and allowance of it; and thus as long as I don't work with myself ( the cause of the problem ) every treatment will fail until I realize this point and address it effectively.