This is the continuation of the previous article about being anxious when judging other people.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that when I am judging others I judge myself; I just don't realize in the moment of judging others that they are mirror reflection of what is inside of me an what I create; thus judging and blaming others together with insisting that they must change is never going to work because the correction must be applied within me.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that when I become anxious when I judge others and insist that they must change and apply correction is because I don't see that am the co-creator of the situation; thus to apply effective correction I must apply it within myself; otherwise I will only become angry and anxious because the problem will never be corrected.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that when I become angry with others because they don't want to change, is because I have fooled myself into believing that the problem and the situation is not my creation; I have fooled myself into believing that I am separate from the problem; and in reality I am angry with myself that I am not applying corrective correction.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that I am afraid to face my creations and take responsibility for it and to suppress this fear and make myself feel better about it, I try to blame and judge others that they are not changing the problem which I have created but I have blinded myself so that I don't see that I have created it myself.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that I am direct creator and co-creator of everything that is happening in my life and thus to make real change, every co-creator who has participated in the creation must apply the change within themselves; but at the same time some of the co-creators don't want to make the change and thus they will try to stop me at all cost from changing myself because then I am stopping the co-creation.
I commit myself to disengage the matrix and stop all creations, co-creations and illusions which don't follow the principle of what is best for all.