I am visiting my family and I have no interent access today. I will post my aritcle as soon as possible.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to have a house with private swimming pool without considering the practical aspects of live - e.g. am I going to use the pool myself and my family often enough so that the effort to build and maintain the pool is justified ?, is it going to put unnecessary strain on the nature and environment? etc.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to consider practical aspect of life of what is best for all, the nature and the whole environment and instead I have allowed myself to desire to achieve personal goals quite often at the cost of others.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to consider that through sharing the resources instead of accumulating as much as possible only for myself and my family out of fear and greed, we could create a system in which everybody would live in abundance and at the same time we would not put so much stress and strain on the nature and the whole planet; apart from this through excessive accumulation of resources which I don't need anyway I create a situation in the world where many other beings are forced to live unnecessarily on the edge of survival or even die because of the lack of crucial resources.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blind myself with my personal goals and desires and not consider the practicality of my goals and what is best for all.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that every time I desire something, conceive a goal in my mind which I am later pursuing without considering practicality of what is best for all, I create series of consequential events in this world which will result in suffering and abuse of other beings; thus I am responsible for this suffering as if I did it myself directly to those abused beings.