There has been a concern on part of the church in England after the government has announced that it will approve the gay marriages by 2015. The church has been even threatening the government that it will face the biggest opposition ( or maybe even "war" with the church ) in the last 500 years of history of England.

The church is defending their point that this change in the law would undermine the status of the marriage between the man and woman which according to the officials from the church has been enacted by god and thus should be followed forever.

Without undermining to much the authority of god I will focus in this article only on just one point: "If the church is against the gay marriages than why there are many priests who are gays themselves and have sex with another men when in reality they should not have sex at all and all of it is on top of many scandals with sexual abuse of children by the priests ?". Why doesn't the church make the biggest "war" in the history of the church since the beginning of it and it doesn't clear up first this big fuckup within their institution before threatening the government ?

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge gay marriages as bad and as something that is not according to the will of god.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deny fact that priest also have sex ( including gay sex ).

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deny fact that priests abuse sexually children and because of denying this fact I am also responsible for this abuse because I have not done anything to correct it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blind myself into inaction and ignorance of the fact that priests are the holy messengers of god and thus they don't have sex at all.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that through my denial of the fact that priest have sex, I fool myself into ignorance and inaction and thus I allow the sexual abuse of children by the priests.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that priests don't masturbate.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be brainwashed into accepting the belief that priest don't masturbate and don't have sex.