There has been somehow accepted belief that Catholic priest is a messenger of god and because of this he should not have sex because sex is dirty and it is a major sin. But no matter what the religion and the Bible say priest is also a man and just like every other men they have strong feelings towards other beings ( they have desire for sex ) or somebody else is having a crush on them. If you have never heard about it, you don't believe me and as a matter of fact you are feeling offended because you are Catholic yourself, then go on the Internet and search for: "having crush on a priest", "having strong feelings towards priest" etc. and you will be able to find a lot of information from people sharing their stories and experiences. If the priest from your church is like a "saint" and you are sure that he would never commit this kind of a sin, it doesn't mean that the priest from other church is also a "saint". There is simply too much evidence to deny it.

But anyway if you are a woman and you are having a major crush on your priest because he is very "hot" and you have expressed your feelings towards him but he "rejected" you, it doesn't have to always mean that he is another saint. Don't take it personally, don't feel embarrassed and ashamed of yourself and don't do penance and make amends for your sin of having feelings for the priest. Take into consideration that your priest could possibly have another woman already or he could simply be gay and have preference for other men rather than women. Or... he doesn't want to bother with the relationship which carries more responsibilities and more risks of being caught, and he simply pays for the prostitutes.

I realise that some of you ( especially if you are Christian ) reading this article may get extremely offended by it, some of you may pray for me so that God have mercy for me for my blasphemy etc. But you know what ? I don't care what you do ? I have heard many stories about it and the most important is that I have heard it directly from the priest and later I have seen the deeds of this priest proving that this is a fact.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe the priest is a specially messenger from God and in this specialness he is free from the desire to masturbate and to have sex with another being.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that it is sinful to have sex.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to idealise the priest as a messenger from god and as a consequence of this idealization I have denied the facts of reality showing clearly that priests have sex and masturbate, pay for prostitutes and even abused sexually children.