There is another point that is clearly visible and it requires correction. Rich people believe that all that what they are doing must be ok and the money is some form of reward and confirmation of it. And here is the trap because they believe that they don't have to change. Together with this feeling of being rewarded comes also belief that they are being protected and they feel secure which altogether makes it very difficult for rich people to change themselves. That's why it has been said by Jesus and others that "it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich man to enter the kingdom of heaven", which means to go through the transformation and change themselves and their ego. But as a matter of fact it applies not only to those who are already rich and have money but also to those who are poor because they also believe this and thus they desire and strive for their whole life to become rich hoping that this will protect them and they entirely miss the point.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that money is a reward and confirmation that all that I'm doing, is right.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that all that I'm doing is right and correct and as a confirmation of it, god rewards me with the money.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make decisions based on the money as the reward and confirmation that what I'm doing is right instead of making decisions which are best for all.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blind myself with the belief that I am protected and secure because I have money.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define security according to the amount of money that I have.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to be rich because I have believed that then I will be safe and secure.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that God uses money as a form of reward and punishment for what I do.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that God doesn't control money and thus he can not use them as a form of reward and punishment.
To be continued...