7 YRS PROCESS - DAY 30 - TRAP WITHIN "BEING RICH" - NO TIME FOR HOBBIES

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being rich

HOBBY is an activity or interest pursued for pleasure or relaxation and not as a main occupation. But as a matter of fact we could also include the activity which is a main occupation but under condition that a person really likes what he or she does.

If you are rich ( according to the standards of this world ) then most probably you have a business and that means that you have to put a lot of hours to make it successful. That is fine but it is obvious that you will not have time and energy for doing all the hobbies that you would like to do. For example myself, I would like to learn dancing and I would like to do it few hours every day. Unfortunately I have my business and other responsibilities and practically it is very difficult for me to find time to go to dance classes at all. If you have business but you are not doing too well then this is also going to be rather impossible to do because you have no money for your hobbies and you will live under stress and in fear of survival.

Another point... there are also many people who say that they like their job and they enjoy spending many hours in their business. I have spoken with few people about it and I have observed very closely to see whether this is true what they say. And I have to say that most of the time this is all "bullshit" what people say about their job. They do it because it gives them good income and they can have reasonably comfortable life but in reality this is not what they would like to do. They have a certain thing that they would like to do but unfortunately it is not possible for them to do it. Thus they have suppressed their hobby and convinced themselves to believe that they like to do their job. And they talk about it to other people to reaffirm their belief which supresses further their real desires to do what they really like, to express themselves unconditionally.



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a system in which I work in a business long hours because of the fear of survival and greed and I have no time for hobbies and activities through which I could express myself unconditionally.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a system in which I have to struggle to survive and I have no time and not enough money for going to dance classes.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a false belief that I like to work in my business many hours and so I suppress my desire for doing my hobbies and express myself through it.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that I reaffirm my belief ( that I like to work long hours ) while talking to others about it because I am afraid to admit that I fear of my survival and I fear taking responsibility for creation of system in which I cannot express myself freely through my hobbies but instead I have to work long hours in my business.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that current system is the way it is and it is impossible to change thus working long hours in my business is the only way to survive in the system and at least this way I can have comfortable life even though I supress my hobbies through which I could express myself unconditionally.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lie to myself and others when I say that I like my job because this way I reaffirm my false belief about it, I suppress further my hobbies and deny facing responsibility for creation of current economic system where people have to struggle for survival and suffer.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that through suppression of my desires I create enormous consequences in the form of suffering not only for myself but also for the whole world.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realise that unless I stop participating in suppression of my hobbies through which I may express myself unconditionally and if I don't start creating new system based on the principle of what is best for all, nothing will change and I will be forced to work long hours in my business and I will die without being able to live and experience joy of expressing myself freely through my hobbies.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give up on my hobbies because of my greed which directs me to work excessive amount of hours in my business.



I commit myself to create a system which is directed by the principle of what is best for all, where every being lives in abundance without the fear of survival and thus everybody has an equal chance to express themselves freely through their hobbies.



To be continued...




     

Published: 2012 - May - 15      © Copyright 2012 - Greg Wiater